Groups and stuff

The problem is, I don’t know much in depth. Although, I don’t know much in general, but that’s another problem. I’m interested in many things, I think I’m really open-minded and willing to try things. But I’m never passionate over one thing only. That’s why I’m boring. I will say like, yes, I like it. dot. End of conversation. I have nothing more to say. Or people aren’t interested in what I like profoundly. Or they think it’s weird that I can be suddenly so enthusiastic. I don’t know. The only thing I know is that I don’t know. But I have to give the credits of this sentence to Socrates.

The thing is, I will never be in a group. Because I like more things than the rest of my group members do. Meanwhile I start doing things outside the group. I will never fit in. Not that I think it’s necessary to ‘fit in’ but it’s easier sometimes. You can say that you don’t have to fit in and stuff, but on the other hand, you will end up all alone if you don’t find anyone sharing and caring something with you. I notice it as well here, when I’m doing karate with a group, while my study friends are not doing anything except for studying. Then I go to the orchestra, with a lot of people who aren’t even studying anymore. The only person I think is kind of like me is Inge. But she is Dutch and more social than I am. She is actually really really nice and she is one of the few who I think is a friend of mine here.

I’m not sure what I should do. Focussing on one or just doing what I’m doing now? Now that I think about it, I did the latter already my whole life. I will fit in in this way eventually I hope. Just be kind to everyone, because everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle. And here, I have to credit Plato.

The only thing I know is that I don’t know.